Quiet, peaceful creature kind
I am known and I aint fight it.
Loving, embracing, encouraging man
That’s me to you all distant.
Words roll like tsunami from my
Mouth leave frown and fear to many.
It’s a coin with many sides
But exist genetically.
Uncle Johan down on my knees
Falling with rolled heart
Pleading, begging, seeking peace
Between our lives.
For I never know all my rights
And wrongs but I plead
For I today accept my state of wrongness
And say beat me, kill me, bury me.
Maybe I never deserve to live.
If your happiness is entailed in strangle
My inside out do so.
I plead for forgiveness.
Mom’s family I am a human like them all.
Mistakes are all over to
Prescribe me but but
I am seeking, crying, falling on your
Honourship for peace
Between our rivers.
I tried, tried and tried but
Her life stopped, the blood flew
Throughout my body, the shame covered me.
Can’t return her but I feel what you feel,
Like broken glasses on my heart continuously
Grind deep in me.
Not worth pretending anymore,
Death is a must for me.
If your peace can pave through my perishment
then death cover me and rescue the one’s I love.
As a black sheep I never mixed
With them to not spoil them with blood.
I never knew that trying not knowing
Shall rescue me with a coffin but
I am worth rivers, mountains, predators
Mistress I never chose them to die
But death converts all livings.
Luckily they were the first to be found
By the culprit.
Blaming for the deed I never know,
I am the street kid of choice.
Hate me not them, they did nothing
I plead, beg, and cry for peace
Between your will and their interests.
If peace of your heart is lined with me to death
Then ask God to stop the will of interest.
The thorns and broken glasses
I walk on top worth your forgiveness.
Unfortunately your wills were not
Presented to me to know what
You wanted out of me.
I admit my wrongness, humbling
My pride and rewards.
Forgiveness is what I seek from you.
To all those I never respected
Never honour them.
Down like a falling tree I fall.
Forgive me I seek your love again.
To my parents all the tragedy
I caused, cheat, steal, betrayed
Never chase me out of your hearts.
Rent me some love in your lost lives.
I am sorry for living, passing,
Leaving your child, for all the achievement
I remarked on earth I apologize for not caring you through.
To the parents across the street
I am sorry for being me.
To the witches, haters, killers
That failed to achieve me
I am sorry.
Thanks to the lovers
To the others forgive me, that’s how I am.