І
Quiet,
peaceful creature kind
I
am known and I aint fight it.
Loving,
embracing, encouraging man
That’s
me to you all distant.
Words
roll like tsunami from my
Mouth
leave frown and fear to many.
It’s
a coin with many sides
But
exist genetically.
Uncle
Johan down on my knees
Falling
with rolled heart
Pleading,
begging, seeking peace
Between
our lives.
For
I never know all my rights
And
wrongs but I plead
For
I today accept my state of wrongness
And
say beat me, kill me, bury me.
Maybe
I never deserve to live.
If
your happiness is entailed in strangle
My
inside out do so.
I
plead for forgiveness.
Mom’s
family I am a human like them all.
Mistakes
are all over to
Prescribe
me but but
I
am seeking, crying, falling on your
Honourship
for peace
Between
our rivers.
I
tried, tried and tried but
Her
life stopped, the blood flew
Throughout
my body, the shame covered me.
Can’t
return her but I feel what you feel,
Like
broken glasses on my heart continuously
Grind
deep in me.
Not
worth pretending anymore,
Death
is a must for me.
If
your peace can pave through my perishment
then
death cover me and rescue the one’s I love.
As
a black sheep I never mixed
With
them to not spoil them with blood.
I
never knew that trying not knowing
Shall
rescue me with a coffin but
I
am worth rivers, mountains, predators
And
scavengers.
Mistress
I never chose them to die
But
death converts all livings.
Luckily
they were the first to be found
By
the culprit.
Blaming
for the deed I never know,
I
am the street kid of choice.
Hate
me not them, they did nothing
I
plead, beg, and cry for peace
Between
your will and their interests.
If
peace of your heart is lined with me to death
Then
ask God to stop the will of interest.
The
thorns and broken glasses
I
walk on top worth your forgiveness.
Unfortunately
your wills were not
Presented
to me to know what
You
wanted out of me.
I
admit my wrongness, humbling
My
pride and rewards.
Forgiveness
is what I seek from you.
ǁ
To
all those I never respected
Never
honour them.
Undermined,
underestimated
Down
like a falling tree I fall.
Forgive
me I seek your love again.
To
my parents all the tragedy
I
caused, cheat, steal, betrayed
Never
chase me out of your hearts.
Rent
me some love in your lost lives.
I
am sorry for living, passing,
Leaving
your child, for all the achievement
I
remarked on earth I apologize for not caring you through.
To
the parents across the street
I
am sorry for being me.
To
the witches, haters, killers
That
failed to achieve me
I
am sorry.
Thanks
to the lovers
To
the others forgive me, that’s how I am.